Illin’ois State Criterium Champion
By Chris Padfield, June 30th
(thetourdechris.blogspot.com)
I had been thinking about this race for the entire week. Okay, I was obsessing.
I put lots of pressure on myself as it is, and to have a huge race like this ahead of me was new territory. Never been here before. I don’t have sponsors to please, or a manager, or anything like that, just myself. (My Dad calls himself my Race Manager and follows my racing closely but that’s as close to a manager as I have). I know how hard I’ve worked and this was one of only a few races which would define my season.
I can physically prepare, but how do I mentally prepare?
That’s one thing that consistently impresses me about PRO riders: when it’s all on the line and they have to perform, the really great riders do. Fabian Cancellara, wants to win the final stage of the Tour de Suisse, it ends in his home town, his wife is there, his family is there. It’s setting up for a sprint finish, Gilbert jumps, Cancellara chases him down and overtakes him for the win. He makes it happen. He wins.
Now I’m no Cancellara by a long shot, but these were the things bouncing around in my head - how to come up big in an event at that exact moment when you must.
Coming into the race I knew I was a marked man by the Chicago teams. Peter S (xXx) confirmed that this was the message passed along and called me the Pide Piper. That made me laugh. I wanted to be aggressive in this race but at the same time I knew I’d have to choose my moves carefully and make them decisively. The course consisted of two long straightaways, 8 wide turns and lots of wind, and I was just looking forward to getting underway.
I lined up to the front with some familiar faces, noting the large presence of the Cuttin’ Crew and Team Mack. Things set off to a rough start as my rear derailleur was operating at about 60% with lots of clicking, an almost consistent skipping of the 16t in favor of the 15t or just not shifting at all. Awesome. For the majority of the race I sat comfortably about 10 back - far enough to the front to monitor the single file front ahead of me but not so far forward that i’d be forced into a “glory pull.” Make every move with purpose.
About twenty minutes in I made an attack on the back stretch to test the waters. Six riders came along, including Nick Gierman (vw-Trek) and some other riders I recognized. I liked this. Some strong legs, a little separation… Unfortunately there didn’t seem to be enough impetus behind the other riders to make some more separation and we were brought back on that same back stretch.
Things returned back to normal after that with no one else really making any serious moves. Another bunch sprint finish was on the horizon, but I didn’t drive three hours for that.
Another preme was announced with about nine laps to go and this was it. I knew this may be the best chance I would have to break free, to catch the pack napping right after the preme as they waited to absorb the riders who had just blew themselves up for the prize. I was sitting fifth wheel into the final straight to the S/F and saw three riders contesting the preme with one ahead of me making for a comfortable draft.
I glanced back to the hopefully complacent field, figuring they would swallow up the winded preme chasers. Perfect. I launched from behind the xXx rider before the S/F, passed two more and moved up to the leader, a Proctor rider, just before entering the first turn.
I let him settle in behind my wheel and stayed on the accelerator to build a gap. At turn six I told him I’d do my work if he would as well and he agreed. Finally, some companionship in the break, awesome. We worked together for about two laps before he fell off on the S/F straightaway.
Ugh.
Solo with six laps to go? Far from ideal with a State Championship crazed field on my tail and the hellish wind which blanketed a good two thirds of the course, but there was absolutely no going back now.
This was it - that moment I had been obsessing over - to make it happen.
From there on it was a ride for survival. I knew I had a gap, but maintaining that was mentally daunting. I hugged the far sides of the roads on the long straightaways to get as much shelter from the wind as I could. Admittedly, my cornering was sloppy as I was more focused on turning the pedals than anything else. No respite, head down, dig deep for five more, four, three…
Two to go and I was fading.
Grit.teeth.hold.on.don’t.look.at.powermeter.don’t.look.back.do not.give.in.Just.Go.
Bell lap. The peloton looked closer now. Digging deeper might land me in China.
Coming into the final turn I knew I would have to get out of the saddle to hold on. It was going to be that close.
I was too exhausted to raise more than one arm. I struggled to keep my anaerobic eyes open and kept coasting through the hay bails which separated turns one and five, pulled over, got off my bike and collapsed into a mess of heavy breathing, the clouds, and disbelief. I’d forgotten to use my inhaler before the race, but I could’ve cared less right then. Everything was perfect.




















